Today

So I've read and heard people talk about that moment where they are fed up with their weight, and they start eating healthy and working out and ta-da they are fit, and skinny, and all that fun jazz.....well, I have hit that point. I actually hit it a few weeks ago, but I have been ignoring it, because I know what hard times lie ahead, and it scares me, and excites me all at once.  So here I am, ready to jump into this life style change, with both feel, and excitingly waiting for the outcome. 

Today I weighted myself on the scale in the ER at work, first time I have weighed myself in a few years, 252lbs. What the hell? Two years ago after going through a divorce and other crazy events I got down to 190lbs.....What the hell?! So now I begin this battle. I am using this blog to document for myself, to help me boast and vent in my successes and failures. 

September 2014

This is me on the top of the Empire State Building the last week of September 2014. When my hubby first showed me this picture, I didn't recognize myself. It looked like me in a fat suit, not the person I felt like I look. You know how most people think they look super fat in the mirror, I guess I have a messed up gene, cause until seeing this picture, I thought I was skinnier. Oye vey.  I am going to use this as my before to help me see the weight loss change and keep me motivate. I don't want to big this big ever again!